Chris suggested retalking things when I confronted him about stuff. This evolved into a conversation with him freaking out on me. (I'm sure he was taking some things the wrong way -- gotta love technology) Cursing at me at one point. I was like...uhhhh o_____o ( Read more... )

I was literally falling off my chair trying to stay awake to talk to some friends who IM'd me.
And, it was worth it.
One of my best friend's gave me the best news ever! I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER.

If anyone deserves this and to be so happy, it is her!!  
At least, I can be so freakin' happy for her & forget my loss/missing if only for a short time, for her ( Read more... )

Last week, it all seemed like it was coming together. This week it all seems falling apart. Anxiety again.
Fuckin' a. Why can't this school stuff just be working for me.
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